Thursday

today.

I haven't written anything in a long time. But I'm in a rambly mood.

I'm sitting here in my lovely little house with my lovely boyfriend and I think to myslef - I have a lovely life. I just looked over at him and he smiled at me and whispered I love you.
I love this so much
but
am I naive?

I'm 18 - ive lived a pretty hectic life, I've been through some shit things, I've seen how fucked up this world can be yet I still think everything is okay. Is this stupid of me - is this naive and silly that I still think everything is perfect and that it's going to stay like this - that everything is going to be fine all the time?

On one hand I love that I'm so positive - that I see everything in a good light.
But on the other hand I don't want to seem uneducated, stupid - am I setting myself up for shock and dissappointment?

I don't know.
I just know i'm all cosy and happy and I'm feeling wonderful - and fingers crossed it just stays this way.

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